Day 10 (Trapped)

APR. 19TH – 1,074 WORDS

All day I’ve had a headache! ALL DAY! But guess what–I had to write. Can’t have another zero word count. It’s so fitting that the short story I wrote for the writing contest is about a woman who feels trapped after her boyfriend tricked her into getting pregnant (long story). Anyway, I feel trapped, very trapped. Being stressful, writing everyday isn’t fun anymore. I don’t feel like doing it but HAVE to. But WHY do I have to?

What’s the point? It’s all crap anyway. I’m a fraud, a con artist. I hate this whole plan I came up with of do-a-fun-challenge-of-writing-a-novel-in-30-days. What was I thinking?! I feel so bad that I brought Melissa and Robin into this mess LOL. I’m in such a bad mood.

It didn’t help that there was a Writer’s Group meeting tonight, so that delayed me even further to start writing for NaNo. I shouldn’t feel annoyed about something I’ve been searching forever to find (local writers in my area), but there I was thinking ‘is it over yet’. Wasn’t their fault–it was mine for doing NaNo in the first place.

It’s ridiculous that I don’t have time for anything else. Just plain stupid. And, I didn’t even reach my goal today so I’m behind again. I’m going to pull my hair out! My headache was getting worse and worse throughout the day; by 10:30, I said forget everything I’m taking my butt to bed.

Tomorrow I’ll see Robin and Melissa. Hopefully, they can get me out of my 2nd week NaNo blues…

Keep smiling,

Yawatta Hosby

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